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Astronaut Come Home

by Finding Milo

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1.
The things I hide No place inside Just letting go Is more than you’ll know Please just let me go The things you want I can’t provide The things I want No one can oblige Please just let me know I am waiting patiently To be the one I want to be Now I’m close Leaving for the east coast The things you hide I’m tired of trying So blessed to be Who I don’t want to see Now I'm angry The Planets in The darkest skies Revolve around My Deceptive life Based on all my lies I am waiting patiently To be the one I want to be Now I’m close Leaving for the east coast Left alone with my mistakes Thought of you and him again Another song I’ll just have to move on
2.
Front Porch 03:21
All my thoughts rush through my head Thinkin bout what I said To you the day we said goodbye To all the things you’ll leave behind Now I’m stuck with all my fears Writing songs no one will hear To drown myself in empathy And all the words you said to me My life is fine Taking every moment This time I’ll find Everything that’s missing Safe drives across the bay Hipster cities and ray ban shades To take my mind off of the times And people I would leave behind So I’m asking intervene Cause I’m scare I have been Wasting my time on everyone And everything I’ve counted on My life is fine Taking every moment This time I’ll find Everything that’s missing I’m fine this time We’ll start from the second You left to find What Ive always wanted And I know why this won’t work right Trusting myself And we know why I can’t work right Your faith in me
3.
Message sent I’m waiting for you to see That we could live without regret Left discreet Again to pick up pieces I gave and you never received I want you to know that I never regretted Anything without you Is now everything Never knew And never wanted to know That you could be as cruel as me One last chance To make amends for the times We danced until we felt alright I want you to know that I never regretted Anything without you Is now everything I wanted to know that You never regretted Anything without me Is your everything
4.
I O U 03:02
All the things you said to me I want to believe It’s me, its always been I will fall and friends will leave It’s because of me Responsibility You were there Pushed away Taking back what I said Now I want to forget this Don’t deserve to forget you You were there I’m unprepared for the truth That I was never there for you Still I run And I can’t hide from myself Up nights with things I’ve done to you You were there Pushed away Taking back what I said Now I want to forget this Don’t deserve to forget you
5.
1610am 03:10
It’s too bad, can’t go back Times ticking, traveling wasted Lost signals, waves fading Life’s futile little secret Simpler times, childish crimes All wasted, being hasten Love at night mental fights All taken with patients Where’s the light? Where’s my mind? Count all my slightest slights Lost in the image I found When I looked inside Lost in the words I say When I don’t get my way Simpler times, childish crimes All wasted, being hasten Love at night mental fights All taken with patients Love at night, seems not right Time hasten, being wasted All my mind won’t suffice Take control take advice Lost in the image I found When I looked inside Lost in the words I say When I don’t get my way
6.
Night sky is fading fast Morning has come and passed Too late for me they say Just give me one more day Decisions I must make Never quite go my way But that can’t stop me now Half way to there or hell Now I can’t let you down Trying hard to work this out Now i can’t let this drown Saving up of all that’s left Good days have come and gone Wasted on what I loved But that’s not what I want I admit I was wrong Motivation excludes Everything I must do Corners of empty rooms Decide on what I do Now I can’t let you down Trying hard to work this out Now i can’t let this drown Saving up of all that’s left Looking forward to then Morning comes back again When I will make my mind Stabilize what’s inside One last hail mary play How desperately I’ll pray Let this one go my way At least just one more day Now I can’t let you down Trying hard to work this out Now i can’t let this drown Saving up of all that’s left Now I will let you down Trying now is not enough Now I feel like I’ve drowned And I’ll be all on my own
7.
Weight of these expectations “Act like how we all want you... To be...” the air I’m breathing Choking, escaping And I know there is nothing... To this, it’s all in my head But it feels like I’m stuck in... Some place I can’t leave I don’t want to be What i think of me I’m just scared to leave Will it be different there? Running from all the feelings Trying but were not able Catch me, Someday I’ll face this Somedays come sooner And I’ll leave today Without any care where I am If I leave today Is it a mistake? Will it be different there? I thought I’d always be here Things change within a moment To scared to face tomorrow I’ll start with today And I’ll leave today Without any care where I am If I leave today Is it a mistake? Will it be different there? And I’ll leave today Without any care where I am If I choose to stay It’s my own mistake nothing will ever change I don’t want to be What i think of me I’m just scared to leave Will it be different there? And I’ll leave today Without any care where I am If I leave today Is it a mistake? Will it be different there? And I’ll leave today Without any care where I am If I choose to stay It’s my own mistake nothing will ever change I don’t want to be What i think of me I’m just scared to leave Will it be different there?
8.
Son what’s on your mind We can find time To help you get through this Leave for the east coast That’s what means most But we’ll be here for you Son you’ve been searching Aren’t we worth it? Hope you find what you need And when that day comes When you cannot run anymore Just come home we’re waiting When times are fading Just know we’re waiting here for you To come home embrace us Fears that we failed you Can’t help get through Just please come home safely Son don’t forget us Sending you love Where ever you may be And when that day comes When you cannot run anymore Just come home we’re waiting When times are fading Just know we’re waiting here for you To come home embrace us I know this might not work out for me I need something that you guys just can’t give to me I might regret every single thing I just need to know that I tried everything Son when you get there If we’re not here Just know we’re proud of you And when that day comes When you cannot run anymore Just come home we’re waiting When times are fading Just know we’re waiting here for you To come home embrace us
9.
Oh Meredith 03:06
Silence hits, kept awake Staring off into space Wonder if this could be What I want it to be Perfect smile, pretty face Keeps me up most my days Finding ways to relate Never one to temp fate I don’t even know you But can’t we try this time To learn what makes romance Work when at first sight Crossing hearts, hoping death Just want to put to rest That the signs I believe Mean you belong with me I don’t even know you But can’t we try this time To learn what makes romance Work when at first sight You don’t even know me But why not give it time We’ll learn what makes romance Work if we just try I don’t even know you But can’t we try this time To learn what makes romance Work when at first sight
10.
Counting the days Try not to stay up So late now, what now? Gone with no sound Avoiding the thoughts Trying to be strong But what if, I can’t Face you this time One last grasp One last chance to Say goodbye and Good night to you Always surprised By all of your fight But that day, it came When it all changed Strumming a song Then got the call It was the time, held on So long for us One last grasp One last chance to Say goodbye and Good night to you From now on Youll live on in My Memories Never fading Rest now, close your eyes I’m trying to cope with The feelings I lost when I saw you in that bed Don’t leave, I’m trying To make it to your side But what if I can’t live Without you by my side Have to move on Don’t have the guts Can’t you stay here? I’m scared Of what comes next One last gasp One last chance to Say goodbye and Good night to you From now on Youll live on in My Memories Of you with me
11.
The things I wanted The days are counting Today we’ll see What’s really distance? How far can I go? Never minding Verse The road I’ll travel The path that’s taken Will be winding Until tomorrow That’s when I’ll be back Will it matter? Chorus I know where I am Where I should be Right here but I knew who I was Who I should be Not right now And when you made it What did it take when You said goodbye This funny feeling I think I’ll miss it One last good try One last try Too much fight I hate what this came to One more time Say goodbye I hate what I’ve turned to I know where I am Where I should be Right here but I knew who I was Who I should be Not right now And when I see you That’s when i’ll be through No more running I promise one day That I won’t be late Coming back to you

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I don’t know if it’s possible to be the person I want to be and I don’t know if I can truly find happiness but I know that I can try.

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released February 5, 2021

All songs written recording and produced by Finding Milo

Additionally production by Julius Simtim

All instrumentation and vocals by Finding Milo

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(Out of State)- Vocals by Angela Genove and additional instrumentation/production by Julius Simtim

Samples from “Boys Beware”

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