1. |
And Then I'll Be Gone
02:50
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The things I hide
No place inside
Just letting go
Is more than you’ll know
Please just let me go
The things you want
I can’t provide
The things I want
No one can oblige
Please just let me know
I am waiting patiently
To be the one I want to be
Now I’m close
Leaving for the east coast
The things you hide
I’m tired of trying
So blessed to be
Who I don’t want to see
Now I'm angry
The Planets in
The darkest skies
Revolve around
My Deceptive life
Based on all my lies
I am waiting patiently
To be the one I want to be
Now I’m close
Leaving for the east coast
Left alone with my mistakes
Thought of you and him again
Another song
I’ll just have to move on
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2. |
Front Porch
03:21
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All my thoughts rush through my head
Thinkin bout what I said
To you the day we said goodbye
To all the things you’ll leave behind
Now I’m stuck with all my fears
Writing songs no one will hear
To drown myself in empathy
And all the words you said to me
My life is fine
Taking every moment
This time I’ll find
Everything that’s missing
Safe drives across the bay
Hipster cities and ray ban shades
To take my mind off of the times
And people I would leave behind
So I’m asking intervene
Cause I’m scare I have been
Wasting my time on everyone
And everything I’ve counted on
My life is fine
Taking every moment
This time I’ll find
Everything that’s missing
I’m fine this time
We’ll start from the second
You left to find
What Ive always wanted
And I know why this won’t work right
Trusting myself
And we know why I can’t work right
Your faith in me
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3. |
Last Chance Natalie
02:01
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Message sent
I’m waiting for you to see
That we could live without regret
Left discreet
Again to pick up pieces
I gave and you never received
I want you to know that
I never regretted
Anything without you
Is now everything
Never knew
And never wanted to know
That you could be as cruel as me
One last chance
To make amends for the times
We danced until we felt alright
I want you to know that
I never regretted
Anything without you
Is now everything
I wanted to know that
You never regretted
Anything without me
Is your everything
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4. |
I O U
03:02
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All the things you said to me
I want to believe
It’s me, its always been
I will fall and friends will leave
It’s because of me
Responsibility
You were there
Pushed away
Taking back what I said
Now I want to forget this
Don’t deserve to forget you
You were there
I’m unprepared for the truth
That I was never there for you
Still I run
And I can’t hide from myself
Up nights with things I’ve done to you
You were there
Pushed away
Taking back what I said
Now I want to forget this
Don’t deserve to forget you
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5. |
1610am
03:10
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It’s too bad, can’t go back
Times ticking, traveling wasted
Lost signals, waves fading
Life’s futile little secret
Simpler times, childish crimes
All wasted, being hasten
Love at night mental fights
All taken with patients
Where’s the light? Where’s my mind?
Count all my slightest slights
Lost in the image I found
When I looked inside
Lost in the words I say
When I don’t get my way
Simpler times, childish crimes
All wasted, being hasten
Love at night mental fights
All taken with patients
Love at night, seems not right
Time hasten, being wasted
All my mind won’t suffice
Take control take advice
Lost in the image I found
When I looked inside
Lost in the words I say
When I don’t get my way
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6. |
Interstate 80
03:51
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Night sky is fading fast
Morning has come and passed
Too late for me they say
Just give me one more day
Decisions I must make
Never quite go my way
But that can’t stop me now
Half way to there or hell
Now I can’t let you down
Trying hard to work this out
Now i can’t let this drown
Saving up of all that’s left
Good days have come and gone
Wasted on what I loved
But that’s not what I want
I admit I was wrong
Motivation excludes
Everything I must do
Corners of empty rooms
Decide on what I do
Now I can’t let you down
Trying hard to work this out
Now i can’t let this drown
Saving up of all that’s left
Looking forward to then
Morning comes back again
When I will make my mind
Stabilize what’s inside
One last hail mary play
How desperately I’ll pray
Let this one go my way
At least just one more day
Now I can’t let you down
Trying hard to work this out
Now i can’t let this drown
Saving up of all that’s left
Now I will let you down
Trying now is not enough
Now I feel like I’ve drowned
And I’ll be all on my own
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7. |
(Out of State)
05:27
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Weight of these expectations
“Act like how we all want you...
To be...” the air I’m breathing
Choking, escaping
And I know there is nothing...
To this, it’s all in my head
But it feels like I’m stuck in...
Some place I can’t leave
I don’t want to be
What i think of me
I’m just scared to leave
Will it be different there?
Running from all the feelings
Trying but were not able
Catch me, Someday I’ll face this
Somedays come sooner
And I’ll leave today
Without any care where I am
If I leave today
Is it a mistake? Will it be different there?
I thought I’d always be here
Things change within a moment
To scared to face tomorrow
I’ll start with today
And I’ll leave today
Without any care where I am
If I leave today
Is it a mistake? Will it be different there?
And I’ll leave today
Without any care where I am
If I choose to stay
It’s my own mistake nothing will ever change
I don’t want to be
What i think of me
I’m just scared to leave
Will it be different there?
And I’ll leave today
Without any care where I am
If I leave today
Is it a mistake? Will it be different there?
And I’ll leave today
Without any care where I am
If I choose to stay
It’s my own mistake nothing will ever change
I don’t want to be
What i think of me
I’m just scared to leave
Will it be different there?
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8. |
My Parent's Son
03:30
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Son what’s on your mind
We can find time
To help you get through this
Leave for the east coast
That’s what means most
But we’ll be here for you
Son you’ve been searching
Aren’t we worth it?
Hope you find what you need
And when that day comes
When you cannot run anymore
Just come home we’re waiting
When times are fading
Just know we’re waiting here for you
To come home embrace us
Fears that we failed you
Can’t help get through
Just please come home safely
Son don’t forget us
Sending you love
Where ever you may be
And when that day comes
When you cannot run anymore
Just come home we’re waiting
When times are fading
Just know we’re waiting here for you
To come home embrace us
I know this might not work out for me
I need something that you guys just can’t give to me
I might regret every single thing
I just need to know that I tried everything
Son when you get there
If we’re not here
Just know we’re proud of you
And when that day comes
When you cannot run anymore
Just come home we’re waiting
When times are fading
Just know we’re waiting here for you
To come home embrace us
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9. |
Oh Meredith
03:06
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Silence hits, kept awake
Staring off into space
Wonder if this could be
What I want it to be
Perfect smile, pretty face
Keeps me up most my days
Finding ways to relate
Never one to temp fate
I don’t even know you
But can’t we try this time
To learn what makes romance
Work when at first sight
Crossing hearts, hoping death
Just want to put to rest
That the signs I believe
Mean you belong with me
I don’t even know you
But can’t we try this time
To learn what makes romance
Work when at first sight
You don’t even know me
But why not give it time
We’ll learn what makes romance
Work if we just try
I don’t even know you
But can’t we try this time
To learn what makes romance
Work when at first sight
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10. |
Twilight of Your Life
04:36
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Counting the days
Try not to stay up
So late now, what now?
Gone with no sound
Avoiding the thoughts
Trying to be strong
But what if, I can’t
Face you this time
One last grasp
One last chance to
Say goodbye and
Good night to you
Always surprised
By all of your fight
But that day, it came
When it all changed
Strumming a song
Then got the call
It was the time, held on
So long for us
One last grasp
One last chance to
Say goodbye and
Good night to you
From now on
Youll live on in
My Memories
Never fading
Rest now, close your eyes
I’m trying to cope with
The feelings I lost when
I saw you in that bed
Don’t leave, I’m trying
To make it to your side
But what if I can’t live
Without you by my side
Have to move on
Don’t have the guts
Can’t you stay here? I’m scared
Of what comes next
One last gasp
One last chance to
Say goodbye and
Good night to you
From now on
Youll live on in
My Memories
Of you with me
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11. |
Fight or Flight
05:32
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The things I wanted
The days are counting
Today we’ll see
What’s really distance?
How far can I go?
Never minding
Verse
The road I’ll travel
The path that’s taken
Will be winding
Until tomorrow
That’s when I’ll be back
Will it matter?
Chorus
I know where I am
Where I should be
Right here but
I knew who I was
Who I should be
Not right now
And when you made it
What did it take when
You said goodbye
This funny feeling
I think I’ll miss it
One last good try
One last try
Too much fight
I hate what this came to
One more time
Say goodbye
I hate what I’ve turned to
I know where I am
Where I should be
Right here but
I knew who I was
Who I should be
Not right now
And when I see you
That’s when i’ll be through
No more running
I promise one day
That I won’t be late
Coming back to you
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